Boy howdy, have I had an adventure. I just finished up the most radical, encouraging, refreshing vacation of my life and I feel like I can take on the world. It's been an absolute blast seeing family, and seeing some some off. Changes have to happen in order to move forward, and I think that changes are coming my way, and I'm the one to make them happen.
The dream is to be a writer for a wide spread video game publication, and I think I got all the encouragement that I needed, and now, more than ever, is the time to move things in the direction that I want them to go. I've been struggling with depression and various sorts of the blues, but the truth be told, I was the one who put myself into those corners. Video games have helped me through a lot of it, and even connect with a lot of different people, yet video games aren't the thing that are going to get me anywhere. It has to be me. I have to push the start button to get this adventure going.
The same goes for you. I'm sure you're in a similar position. I'm scared to death of the real world, which is why I choose to spend my time in one that doesn't exist. Though, the reality is, that it's not all that bad, and though the world may tell me otherwise, I can get things done. I can accomplish things, and so can you. With determination, and focus, and casting off your fears and doubts, you will be able to overcome. I'm telling this to you as much as much as I'm telling this to myself.
Here I sit at the airport waiting for my plane to board, waiting to get back to the frozen wasteland that I call home, and I'm ready to get stuff done. I've got a few plans laid out before me, and there's no reason to not try at least one of them. So, wish me luck and keep the good vibes coming, all your love and support really helps me through.
I put my heart and soul into this blog, and though it might be riddled with minor grammatical errors, I still give it my all. Thank you everyone.
By the way, have I told you about my Let's play videos? No? Well that's rather silly of me. I'm playing Amnesia: The Dark Descent. Here's the first video, it's not all that good, but they get better I promise!
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